I went inside the parking lot leaving Saarah on the entrance of mall for shopping, there was a car parked in wrong direction, who the hell's car is this?
What a stupid man! Don't he know how to park car. I tried to park my car but wasn't able due to that specific car. I'll seriously beat the shit out of this car's owner. I got outside the car and looked here and there for the security but no one was here,
But then a man in his early twenties, came running towards me and then he moved towards that car,
Oh so he is the owner of this car. He parked his car in right way and came out of the car moving towards me, he was about to apologize but I shooted dangerous glares to him,
"Don't you know how to park a car correctly? How much I struggled for last ten minutes do you even know? You wasted my whole ten minutes," I started yelling at the person without giving him chance to say a single word,
He didn't say anything just listened me like a student.
I walked away from there, I turned and glanced at him, he was still looking at me standing there
I again glared at him but turning back I smiled, he's cute.
Cute!?
I again turned to see him talking on phone call, this time I clearly get view of his face
He has grey eyes shimmering like misty morning dew, sharp and clear jawline, chiseled cheeckbones, Thick eyelashes.
My gaze shifted towards his mascular body, he was wearing a half sleeve white-shirt and black pant.
Anyone can drown in his eyes, I can guess by his looks he have girls dieing for him.
Getting rid of my thoughts, I turned and walked outside the parking lot going towards the entrance of mall.
He is just part of my past and I won't let him come in my present and future,
Never!
What's he doing here and why is he here?
Do he come for me?
No! Not possible, Why'll he come here for me. He never loved me then why'll he come here for me!?
My vision got blurry with those tears which I was holding for last five years.
What do he want from me now?
My head started spinning before I could fall I felt someone's hand holding mine, I looked beside me to see Saarah looking at me with the fear
Fear?
Yes, fear of losing me again!
Her only friend but No, this time No!
I won't let anyone break me again especially not him.
Never!
My eyes again met his, In which If I can see anything that was just
Pain? But why?
Hurt? But why?
No!
Hate!
Pure rage of Fire!
"Why are you all standing there? Come inside beta," Said Mumma making me break eye contact with him.
I took deep breath and went inside. I can feel someone's eyes on me and I know from whom these eyes belongs,
What does he want now?
Does he know about me?
How did he get address of my house when I never told him that I live here in Rajasthan, Udaipur.
No one knew that time in collage about my and Saarah's real identity then how is he here?
"Bhai!" Said Priya bhabhi hugging him.
B-Bhai?
"Vikrant ji, He is my elder brother about whom I told you. He also came back today from abroad,"
My eyes widened in the utter shock,
"Yes and He is our King also of Rajasthan," Said Chachi making me flutter my eyes again and again not believing the fact that the person whom I thought to never meet in my life again, the same person who is the reason my pain and panic attacks is going to be our relative,
Royal family! Yes Mumma told me, but How could I understood that time about this was coming.
I tried my best to not to look at him, but Saarah was glaring at him without even moving her eyes away from him for a single second, I pinched her arm
"Ouchhhhh," She hissed in pain and looked at me, everyone looked at both of us,
"What happened Saarah beta?" Asked Mumma
"Nothing Aunty, there was little a but dangerous mosquito who bite me,"
I glared at her to which she rolled her eyes,
"Why did you pinch me?"
"Why are you glaring at him like this?"
"Seriously Kri! You're asking me this question, He is the same person because of him I was on the verge of losing my friend five years ago, because of him, you cried and even suffered from panic attacks for fucking two years and now I can't even glare at him for his deeds,"
"Saarah try to understand not now! Here everyone is present please,"
"Ok fine but you're not going to come in his sweet talks again or forgive him,"
"Never!"
I can never forgive him for what he did to me,
"So now everyone is present here, let's start ritual," Said Aunty (Priya bhabhi's mom)
They started performing the ritual, Saarah excused herself and went outside to attend the call,
Him and I was just standing few steps away, I can still feel his strong gaze on me,
Can't he look anywhere else but not me.
As my eyes drifted towards Bhai, I noticed his intense glare fixed on one person - Aditya. My heart sank. How could I have forgotten that Bhai knew about him? The anger and rage in Bhai's eyes were palpable
Did bhai know about him from before?
But looking at bhai how's he glaring at Him I don't think bhai knew about him before,
I can say bhai is fuming with anger and rage to destroy the men standing infront of him,
Shit! shit!
Why god?
My gaze shifted to the person standing beside Priya bhabhi, Why is he looking familiar to me,
I had seen him somwhere but where..?
Oh Yes!
Shivansh! I met him today in the morning outside the airport, he had also come there to pick up his elder brother,
Wait! Elder brother?
Who's his elder brother, Aditya?
I looked at Aditya and thankgod this time he wasn't looking at me but at his sister,
My eyes went on his wrist band,
This band...
Why do I feel I had seen the same wrist band somewhere else?
My eyes locked onto Aditya's wristband, and memories came flooding back. It was the same band I saw on the person I collided with at the airport. The sensation, the fragrance - it all made sense now.
that means he was none other than Aditya?
Now I can relate it that why I was feeling different sensation and emotions after colliding with him and why that's fregnance was feeling like similar to me,
He was the same person, Aditya!
Saarah's gentle pinch brought me back to reality. 'When did you arrive?' I asked, confused.
'When you were busy staring at him,' she replied with a hint of amusement. 'You told me not to glare at him, but now look at you!'
"I wasn't looking at him, Saarah, but that wristband,' I explained," The person I collided with at the airport wore the same one,"
"Ahhh, now I got it where were you lost whole the car ride, you were thinking about him right?"
"I was feeling different from that time, like somewhere I knew that I know that person and his fregnance how can I forget that Saarah,"
"Even after five years, you remember his small habits and small things,"
I looked at her,
How?
How can I forget him, his touch, his habits?
He is the man I loved,
My heart beats alone for him,
He was the missing piece I never knew, I needed,
He was the rythm that makes my heart sing,
He was the reason I wake up everyday with a smile,
His love was my guiding light,
Memories of him lingers like a gentle breeze,
But the question is that all was just a lie?
His love was a lie?
His care was a lie?
His feelings were a lie?
He was a lie?
But was it all a lie? His love, care, and promises - were they just deception? Tears fell as I thought of what could have been.
The promise he made with me for living forver with each other was just a lie and lie!
(Every heartbeat holds a story that cannot be expressed, The rain of your memories still dampens my soul.)
But now I have to control my emotions and feelings, this time I can't let him again repeat the same things to me,
I won't let him play with my feelings again,
I was so innocent that time to not to understood his real intetions behind the innocent face, he was just a play boy who don't know amything other than playing with anyone's feelings,
This time, he have to face this Kritika, this is not the same girl whom he met years ago, the innocent and sweet kritika died years ago with his memories.
That time, I was so hurt and broken that I ran away from there without asking answers of my questions but this time, if destiny made us meet each other again, I want my answers,
What was my mistake?
That, I loved you?
You will pay for your deeds Mr Aditya Ray Raghuvanshi, Just wait and watch!
โAditya's POV
No!
N-No
H-Her!?
Noooo! She can't be Her,
I'm just dreaming, This is dream
She isn't here and what will she do here!?
She is Her, Aditya!
Your Kritika,
Your Love,
Your Forever,
Your Tulip,
My Tulip? She is here, I can't believe She is infront of me, I'm seeing her.
I want to run and hug her tightly,
held her close to me not letting anyone snatch her away from me,
"Tulip!"
She is infront me, after five years, fucking five years. I'm seeing her.
I was about to move and run towards her but I stopped myself,
Her eyes filled with tears,
Hurt!
Pain!
And Hate for me, but why?
I should be the one to hate her, She was the one to leave me and ran away from london without even caring to tell me,
Without thinking for once about me, that there is a person
who loves her,
who can't live a single sec without her,
who starts panicking when she isn't infront of his eyes,
who was madly in love with her that time,
But now everything is different,
If something I have in my heart for her is just hate and rage to distroy her,
The day when I saw her with another men, I should have understood she was just playing with my feelings,
Did she ever love me?
No! I don't think so she ever loved me, that all was just a lie. Her love, care and promises, They were just deception!
But the thing is what she's doing here? Is she belongs from this family?
A lady in her late forties, called them inside the house.
My eyes never left her nor her, but then breaking the eye contact, she looked away from me.
My heart sank how she looked away from me like I'm her enemy.
I couldn't help but stare at her continously without even blinking for a second, how much she changed.
I can feel someone's gaze on me that person was no one other than Saarah standing beside her,
She wasn't just looking at me but glaring at me like she will eat me in any second.
How can forget Her and Zain's love story beautiful but short, Misunderstandings between them broke the beautiful relationship.
I had seen my friend how much he craved for her just like I craved for My Tulip's touch. We both searched for both of them two years but didn't find them, god knows where they both vanished suddenly without telling anyone
I still remember that day, from that day my life changed,
She was the reason of my smile, my laugh. I was never rude type person, in those days I was completely different from what today I'm.
Behind this Cold and Rude person, the person is who craved for someone's love, care and support.
Soon the ritual ended and everyone shifted towards the dinning room.
I still don't know what is she doing here?
She called Vikrant's mother aunty, maybe she is their neighbour.
I was about to go towards the dinning room but my phone started ringing, I excused myself and went outside in the garden to attend the call.
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After hanging up the call, I walked inside towards the dinning room where everyone was. Only two chair were left to sit and one was beside her chair and another was beside Vikrant.
I was about to sit beside Vikrant but then Shivansh sat there and having no option I had to sat beside her. I can feel her gaze on me but this time I choose to ignore her,
Everyone started eating having talks about functions and arrangements.
Soon everyone finished their dinner and we all moved towards outside before moving out I glanced at her, she was busy in talking with Priya.
The smile on her face still warms something inside me. She heals the something inside me which she never broke.
Everyone decided to meet tomorrow afternoon here for selecting rings for couples. I sat inside my car and drove to my mention.
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